:( I killed my cat :(

My kitty sweets was a Sr citizen in kitty world. In recent years, she's had trouble grooming herself, so I would have to get her shaved. Well 2 weeks ago, I took her in and they did blood work and found out she had an overactive thyroid. Longstory short, they couldnt do all of her grooming because they couldnt sedate her because of the thyroid issue. When I got her back she looked awful! But, she was my baby...and I started giving her medicine 2x a say - she took it like a pro. I was so proud of her.

In the summer I usually keep my car outside instead of in the garage, unless there is bad weather coming. Thurs night there were severe storms coming my way, so I ran out in the rain, and hurried up and put the car in the garage. Went to work Fri., came home....and found her dead in the garage. I RAN OVER HER either the night B4 or in the morning. It was awful. I was traumatized and burst into a hysterical fit of tears. She counted on me and I killed her. It was gruesome too, blood...other things. I was home early from work to get ready for vacation and instead had to bury my kitty :( I picked her up with a towel and buried her under the mulberry tree - I told her I was sorry, and put flowers on her grave. :( Igave Gus and Bunny extra big hugs and kisses before I left for vacation.

So now I am in South Carolina, we just took Bean to the ocean for the 1st time. He loved the sand. Its past his beddy byes though and he wont go to sleep!

Tomorrow will be our 1st full day of fun in the sun - it is hotter than hades here!

On one more note, I am basically w/o a PC - because of storms over a week ago - I have email, b ut no internet - I am on sis laptop this week.

HappySunday everyone!