Can you believe it's been 5 years?

Yes, I've been selling my panties for over 5 years!

I started in April 2002 - and here I am, still going strong :)

To celebrate, I just listed a special auction on Ebanned - I'm still almost $400 away from having my 1/2 of the loot for the vacation condo :( (sadly, only a couple of people have stepped up to help me out - I love you guys!). I do believe I would do back flips if I could make enough money to cover it with one auction (like some of those other girls).

So get on over to Ebanned, and check out my anniversary auction. I promise to make it awesome for you!

Fun evening...Dinner and a Movie!

I did something I never do - do something after work on a Friday! I'm always dead tired and just wanna go lay down. I was still super tired, but how could I pass up dinner and a movie with the girls from work?

We went to see 28 WEEKS LATER - Wow, it was really good...much better than the original, 28 DAYS LATER. Here's the link to the Yahoo page:

http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1809748477/info

I jumped several times, screamed a few others..well worth the $8.

Afterwards, we went to dinner at Abuelos:

http://www.abuelos.com/

That was some seriously yummy Mexican grub - I hate the Yucatan BBQ Shrimp Fajitas - I could only eat one - I think I have enough left over for 2 meals. YUMMY! T hey make a mean frozen Strawberry Margarita too...YUMMY!

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After I got home, which was about 9 or so, I laid down...thought I'd take a nap in case the plumber called..woke up about 11 pm, then washed my face, took a bubble bath, and watched TV until about 1230 or so. I went to bed. My phone rings at 1-something..guess who..of course, I am sleeping..I don't answer. Well about 230, I get the shit scared out of me by him pounding on my window for me to let him in - I think it was extra scary because I had just seen a zombie movie :( Poor thing had a rough drinking night on the town. He's still sleeping and its 11:30 AM. He wasnt happy I didnt answer the phone, but I told him "I WAS SLEEPING! ANY TIME YOU CALL ME THAT LATE AND I'M IN BED, I'M NOT GONNA ANSWER!" Gawd love him.

I think today I'm going to the greenhouse to get flowers (YAY).

I sure do feel terrible though - I havent felt well for over a week now, and that mystery abdominal pain is still bothering me...a lot. I dont have any sick time left though, so I wont be making any dr's appts soon. I'm honestly scared. I dont know whats wrong with me. I've had this 'thing' for a good 7 months now. What if I have a horrible disease that has gone undiagnosed? It happens all of the time. My luck tells me it would happen to me too. Don't really know what to do - guess nothing at this point - I certainly dont want to go back to any of the doctors I've been too, and I dont know where to turn. I hate the medical profession :(

Well I guess tha'ts it for now, gonna go have some morning java!

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OH PS - I listed ALL OF MY 2ND SKIN SATIN PANTIES on CODEREDHEAD.NET. Most of them are thongs, and I thought I'd never sell them. They dont even make that style anymore. I sure do have a lot of them, more than I realized!

Sometimes I just wanna cry.....or smack someone

...and today is one of those days. My PMS is raging, so things are aggravated to the "n-th" degree.

Lets start wtih the fucking plumber. He's on my shit list. I'm so pissed off I cant even see straight. I am NOT calling him, but boy when I hear from him he's getting an earful. Stupid unappreciative rude mother fucker.

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Yesterday, some dumb bitch at the grocery almost put me over the edge. I HATE grocery shopping to begin with..(along with laundry and dishes)...I had to go because well, I have nuthin' to eat, and I'm cooking mom dinner for Mothers Day (love you mom!). So I'm in line...and of course, the chic in front of me wants to argue about how much the pudding cups cost vs how they actually rang up. She thought they were "10 for $10"....I think she had about 20 packs in her cart. Well no, - she was wrong...it took 3 people including a manager to figure that out..then, it gets better..some were on sale for $1.08, some 2 for $3.00..this stupid cunt could not get it through her head that $1.08 was CHEAPER, even though the cashier explained it to her (she did a great job keeping her patience). So the lady decides after 5 minutes that she doesnt want all of the pudding, only some of it....she couldnt decide if her flavor of choice was gonna be chocolate or butterscotch. @#$@#$!@#$. So finally I think this is resolved...cashier finishes..gives her the total..and I"ll be damned if she didnt ask about the pudding AGAIN! The cashier ended up digging out the rest of the pudding from underneath the counter, explaining the pricing again....and the lady ended up buying all of it....Oh my gawd....you'd think buying the pudding was gonna put her house into foreclosure or something. WAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

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I also figured out last night that somehow my Coderedhead email ended up on my blocked list - no wonder I wasnt getting any fucking orders....there were TWO in there!!!! @$#!@#$!@#$ Luckily one was from yesterday, but I had to send an email begging the other guy and explaining my life away - hoping he still wants the order. Gawd only knows what other mail I missed, because I am a freak about deleting my sent items and deleted items every few days usually. Someone just shoot me now. But wait!!! There's MORE!

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I'm catsitting THE CHEAT while sis is in Hawaii. Its been 3 days and the furry fucker is already banished to the outdoors. He ate an entire bowl of Gus food instead of his raw chicken...before I could catch him...therefore, he SHIT 3 piles in my living room...on the carpet..No he couldnt fucking do it on the hardwood floors that are easy to clean.....stupid beast.

NICE HAIR....

Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a lady at the coffeemachine, inhales a big breath of air, and tells her that her hair smellsnice.

After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes her complaint toa supervisor in the personnel department and asks to file a sexualharassment grievance against him.

The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled and asks: "What's sexuallythreatening about a co-worker telling you that your hair smells nice?"

The woman replies,

"It's Keith.

The midget."

Boy drama - I'm a lost little puppy

I'm so confused right now. I admit, I'm not the sharpest knife in the drawer when it comes to matters of the heart...probably why I've been single for over 2 years now.

Well, if you've followed this blog, you know I've been off and on with a hot plumber since Feb. It was a very rough start, in fact, I didnt care if he found his way to hell pretty early on. Well, I couldn't stay away, so in March, things heated up drastically. Yes, even now I know I should have walked away - BUT, yes, BUT - he filled a need at the time..a need just for good sex. He didnt want a girlfriend, I didnt want a boyfriend. Seems all fine and good. Hmm...well I admit, I became smitten with this boy, 10 years my junior. BUT (there's that word again), there are issues...he drinks wayyyyy too much, and he smokes - I always told myself that I wouldnt date a smoker, since my grandpa just died of lung cancer and I have a father that cant even walk to the bathroom without his oxygen.

This post might start to ramble a bit, so if it does, I'm sorry..I'm having diarrhea of the fingers. I never invite him to do anything with me, because I know that if he says "no," I'll be really upset. Is that weird? I've been trying to keep my "guard" up - not let him know that I care - just keeping it on the physical level, and that's it. Leave in the morning, with no indication of when we'll meet or speak again...This is hard for me, I"ve never had a "casual" relationship. But I think I"m doing OK at it.

Last night, I think EVERYTHING CHANGED. I texted him earlier in the week (I love to send dirty text messages), saying "my pussy was hot - come take care of it" - well he drove past my house, saw a strange van parked in front - didnt stop because he thought I was fucking someone else. WHOA. HOLY SHIT. He called me last night to meet, and when I answered he just started rambling about the truck and whose was it...blah blah...not yelling, but definitely accusing. I could hardly get a word in edgewise. So I shut up. Before I hung up, he said "I love you"...WHOA AGAIN. "Mr. I dont want a girlfriend" - OK....bizarre.

So I get to the campground, and he starts about the van again - I explained it was the creepy son of my neighbor across the street. I dont think he believed me! I said 'if you could see the guy that owns it you'd know why you sound so ridiculous' -

Of course, we end up doin' it - and he says in the middle of it all 'I dont want you to be with anyone else...'....and 'you're my girl, right?'.........oh but it gets better....he says "you love me, dont you?" EEK..STOPPED ME IN MY TRACKS (or pelvic thrusts, lol). WHAT THE FUCK? I said "what did you just say?" He repeated it. I was speechless - that doesnt happen often. He said it again - as he gives me an amazingly passionate kiss. My reply was 'I'm not answering that question." - pretty good for being on the spot I think. But here's the kicker...I really didn't know what to say. I dont know him well enough to say that I love him...yeah, I'm smitten...and there's potential...but goodness gracious!

So this morning, I keep thinking about all of this..I'm confused...I mean, a month ago I would have killed for things to have taken this turn..now I'm just not so sure. Its like we've switched places. I guess I"ll just take it one day at a time...

Help a girl have a fabulous time!

Hello boys and girls!

I'm running a special fundraiser auction for umm...MYSELF!

I haven't been on a vacation in years (mostly because of family illnesses/deaths), and I've finally finalized some plans to take my first trip to Hilton Head with my family. Now, I have to figure out how to pay for it.

Later today I'll be listing several $99 packages on Ebanned.net (you can also order similar packages on my website, if you're not a member of Ebanned). In addition to the package, you'll also be eligible to win additional panties, clothing, and souveniers that I'll be wearing and buying on vacation, for you!

So, help a girl out - it means so much to me to get away and leave the entire world behind for 7 days. It's just what I need, and I need it more than you know.

If you can't swing $99, you can also send a cash donation - drop me an email and I'll invoice you via my merhant account - or, you can make a donation via the Google Honor System on this page of my website:

http://www.coderedhead.net/me.html

Thanks for listening, Happy Tuesday!!