Great, something's wrong

I just found out there's a family meeting at my house at 7pm. Whatever it is, my sister is coming down from Columbus for it. This can't be good. Either something's really wrong with grandad, or dad's test results came back and showed something unpleasant. I'm so tired of everybody being sick, and nothing but gloom and doom.

I dont even want to talk to my mom half the time because the conversation is always about what's wrong with who, and I just wont want to hear it. Shit's wearing me out, and making me really sad and even more depressed than normal. Seems like we never talk about anything positive anymore. I almost tune mom out when she talks ab out all of it - I guess I'm not a very good "coper".