I never said I was NORMAL

...and just to prove my level of quirkiness, I posted a MILLION DOLLAR PANTY auction on Ebanned. What a hoot! I thought I'd try something to promote myself and my personality as a seller, so well...I did it. Hopefully it will get noticed.

I also used the front page opportunity to blast the mother fucker that stole my shoes. USER ID "SOLESLICKER" won an auction to clean my Skechers (my favorite shoes) and return them to me. Well the piece of shit asshole kept them, and ignored all of my emails requesting their return, despite their condition. Of course, he ignored the emails requesting payment for me to replace them. Well you stupid prick, see what being a thief gets you? Bad publicity. Hopefully you won't be able to bid on any foot auctions - because girls will add you to their banned bidders list. Lesson to be learned: Don't piss off the redhead.

Onto the next chapter - What will life be like without the plumber? I guess we'll see. I've had it, and I told him so. I just can't do this anymore. If he cares, he has a funny way of showing it - and I can't deal. He is so fucked up - has so many issues he needs to work out. I tried to help, tried to be there for him - but you can't help anyone that isn't ready, that won't admit anything is even wrong - and you can't change anyone and get their shit together for them. I can barely take care of myself, and my family needs me more now than some (super hot) emotionally crippled plumber. Maybe some day he'll wake up and realize, but I can't wait for that to happen.

I'm not sure if I ever mentioned this, if I did, it was only briefly. My sister is pregnant. It has been a very trying experience for the family - why? Because it was not planned, not necessarily welcome. Why? Because the pregnancy happened in the same year grandpa died, and sis did not want that to happen because of the emotional pain. Plus, sis never wanted children - the only reason she kept it is because of mom and her hubby. Now that's some love there. I thought she was coming around, but then she found out it was going to be a boy last week, and took steps backwards. NONE of us wanted a boy. No offense, but ICK. I dont know what to do with a baby, but at least if it were a girl, I'd understand it better. A boy? I'm scared to death! Mom and sis are at odds because mom feels like sis isnt acting "like she should" - aka happy to be pregnant. How can you be happy when you never wanted children? Every day is a challenge. Some days are OK, some are awful because I hear from both mom and sis about how one is irritated with the other - and then there are the arguments between sis and her hubby about being parents. It really hasn't been good - to top it all off, sis has been sick the entire time :( The only amusing thing are her priceless one-liners when they appear..I think my favorite is "I feel like a science project! I just want my body back" :)

Well, I've dribbled enough for today, hope everyone is having a great weekend.