Yeah, I think I'm seriously illl

For the love of Pete.

So my ultrasound a week ago was negative. Thought I was doing better. Then yesterday and today, I've had some horrible, shooting pains in my abdomen. Like the kind that stop you in your tracks. They come out of nowhere, without warning. And they've spread from where they originally started 3 weeks ago. I'll be going about my business, and then like a bolt of lightning, @#$#$!@#!!!. Mother fucker!

I'm starting to get scared. What if I have cancer? A disabling disease? I'll tell you right now, I'm such a pussy when it comes to being sick. I wouldnt do well if I was sick for the rest of my life, or long term. My family would probably kill me before I died on my own.

I did make a Dr's appt for next week. I'm marching in there and telling them to find out what's wrong - because something definitely is. Give me an MRI, X-rays, I dont care. Find it. Fix it. I just want to be well!