Hot as fuck!

My gawd, its hotter than hades outside. I'm pretty sure its the hottest day of the year so far, and the hottest I remember in recent years! I'm trying to do yardwork and I have to keep coming inside so I dont pass out and die with a shovel in my hand! I am dripping with sweat, and I'm not someone that sweats a whole lot! Thank heavens for A/C, fruit punch gatorade, and water.

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On a somber note, grandma isnt expected to live through the weekend. Sis is coming down so we can visit again today. We went Thursday night, and it was awful. I cant believe how she looked. I thought she looked "dead" already. I almost didnt recognize her. Sis and I cried most of the time. Earlier in the day, Uncle G took grandad to get a suit for the upcoming funeral. Everything is in place, arrangements - flowers, attire..only one thing remains, what will we do with grandad after its over. We dont want him to die of a broken heart. Sis is mostly sad because when grandma dies, the "face" of the family will change forever. It is scary. Holidays were always at their house. Ever since I can remember. My mom is the oldest child, so her and my dad will take over as the seniors of the family. Aunt L will probably end up institutionalized over all of this - she's already a functional alcoholic and pain med junkie with no coping skills :( This is just going to be terrible. I'll probably have a migraine for a week solid. I dont know what else to say. Just one day at a time I guess.