A break

Tonight I got a much needed break.

Mom, sis, her hubby and I had a nice dinner at REd Lobster. I had the "mucho margarita" - that SOB is 24 oz of frozen goodness. I couldnt even drink it all.

Then, after mom went home, we went dancing at the ORange CArpet. I have a buzz. I needed to get one. I was having a great time - dancing. Tim, the construction worker, hit on me..then he disappeared. I thought I was gonna get to make otu with him. But, like I said, he never came back, and hubby was bored, so we left. At least I got to shake my shit to "TNT" by AC/DC. I love AC/DC. Fuckin' rock n roll baby. Sweet.

Now I'm sad, I will go to bed with a buzz, and wake up tomororw to face reality again. Grandmas showing is Monday, funeral is Tuesday. These are going tyo be the hardest next few days of my life. Someone give me strength. I need it for my molm, for grandad. for myself.

Well, that's all forn ow. I dont want to cry myself to sleep again :( Did that last night, and spent most of the day in bed with a migraine :(