Sometimes it isnt fair...
I don't understand it.
One of my best friends in the entire world, just found out he is very, very sick with a form of cancer. He is TOO YOUNG! Not only is he young, he has a wonderfully full life from start to finish, and he is an AMAZING person. Words really can't describe the depth of fabulous-ness of this human being, so I won't even try to elaborate further. Right now he's in a hospital room (hopefully he can come home tomorrow), trying to recover and get back on his feet - this stupid disease has sucked the life out of him in a mere matter of weeks. One day he wasnt feeling well, the next day he found out he has this tremendous uphill battle to fight (AND HE WILL WIN!!!! I KNOW IT)
But what I dont get is....why does it seem like the ones you love, the good people in the world, are the ones that get so sick and are made to suffer? Why can't the bottom feeders in society be the ones to have their bodies ravaged (what a great punishment for convicted murderers and other vermin, like child molesters). My grandfather is another case. What a wonderful man, he should be a saint. He's had prostate cancer, bladder cancer and a triple bypass all in the course of the past couple of years. I just don't understand.
Its times like this that I doubt a "higher power"...no way can it be justified to me that this part of an acceptable "grand plan". Where the truly good at heart suffer?
This is too much for me....sniff sniff
One of my best friends in the entire world, just found out he is very, very sick with a form of cancer. He is TOO YOUNG! Not only is he young, he has a wonderfully full life from start to finish, and he is an AMAZING person. Words really can't describe the depth of fabulous-ness of this human being, so I won't even try to elaborate further. Right now he's in a hospital room (hopefully he can come home tomorrow), trying to recover and get back on his feet - this stupid disease has sucked the life out of him in a mere matter of weeks. One day he wasnt feeling well, the next day he found out he has this tremendous uphill battle to fight (AND HE WILL WIN!!!! I KNOW IT)
But what I dont get is....why does it seem like the ones you love, the good people in the world, are the ones that get so sick and are made to suffer? Why can't the bottom feeders in society be the ones to have their bodies ravaged (what a great punishment for convicted murderers and other vermin, like child molesters). My grandfather is another case. What a wonderful man, he should be a saint. He's had prostate cancer, bladder cancer and a triple bypass all in the course of the past couple of years. I just don't understand.
Its times like this that I doubt a "higher power"...no way can it be justified to me that this part of an acceptable "grand plan". Where the truly good at heart suffer?
This is too much for me....sniff sniff
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