Friday, August 19, 2005

Frustrated, Sad

Today kinda sucked. My boss and my coworker were off today (the boss being off is a good thing though) - we were SLAMMED. I hardly had a moment to breathe. Let me just say, I work for the biggest cluster fuck of a company on the planet. I dont understand how an organization with 6 employees can be so fucking assbackwards and disorganized. What's so ironic is, we're all ridiculously smart and talented people...we just cant seem to get our shit together as a team for whatever reason. Of course, it doesnt help that the boss is the biggest tight wadd in the universe - and he refuses to keep adequate inventory on hand - but that's a whole other story and I dont want to think about it anymore today! I'm just so done with this stupid ass company :(

Oh speaking of tight (sorry, I have to go back to it)....our health insurance was cancelled this week BECAUSE THE BOSS DIDNT PAY THE @#$# BILL! The check was sitting in his desk...oh but the premiums have been coming out of my check of course...that was kind of the last straw for me..thats just so incredibly wrong :( (Not to mention the fact that the gal in purchasing told me in confidence that they've been threatening to cancel our coverage for months due to late payments)....WHATEVER!

I just finished a job application for a job in my home town. Wow, it would be a gem of a position. I'm driving 80 miles round trip every day and its killing me. I cant afford to put gas in my car anymore :( $30 every 4 days is sucking the life out of my already slim wallet :( I have to do something and fast. I cant continue to be in misery. I dont look forward to going to work, at all, and I havent for a long time now :( I used to love my job..but it pretty much turned into a disaster overnight !

I feel even more lost because my website isnt doing so well. I've been on line for about 2 weeks now and have only had one order :( I feel like I wasted my time putting it together, even though I've enjoyed every minute of it - and man have I put a lot of hours into it (I dont suppose being a perfectionist helps either, cause I get really anal retentive about stuff). I hope I'm just naive, and that it takes a while for a site to get traffic, build a following, etc., like with any new business. Regardless, I'm still sad about it :(

Enough boo hoo'ing for a day, I'm off to bed...tomorrow has to be better!

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Persistance with your site and GOOD LUCK : )

Sorry you had a bad day. Hope you get this new job.

12:14 AM  
Blogger Samhain said...

Try to hang with your site...it DOES take time. See if you can get friends like Panty Ninja (you know that OTHER dynamic Red Head) to link you as a friend.

Best wishes with your job application - too bad your boss is so short-sighted. You deserve much better of course! Hopefully, you won't have the commute to deal with either.

Enjoy your weekend!

1:21 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey there! 1littleredhead here! OMG... what a shit ass job. nothing like something like that sucking the life outta ya. good gawd! i can think of other things wayyyyyyy more fun to suck the life out of... like tommy lee for one hahahaha! too funny... i had a blast watching his stupid show... gotta luv a guy with tats & a huge cock... hahaha... gawd i'm sick. anyway... talk to you soon and keep yer chin up girlfriend!

6:12 PM  

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